I have respect abound for you my friend. :wacko:
One of my instructors told us why she learned CPR. Her son wasn't breathing and she didn't know CPR. He ended up being fine thanks to a neighbor who did, had RSV. So right after that, she learned CPR. Four years later she had her daughter. She had a gut feeling to check on her during her nap. She was face down and not breathing. She did CPR but her daughter died of SIDS anyway.
A terrible thing to face but I admired her ability to speak so openly of it and share such a tender spot with our group. It's wonderful that she honors her daughter's memory in such a way.