jedirye
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Hello all,
I need some seasoned vets to help me out here. As the subject states, I passed school easily and also the state test, but am not eager to work out in the field as a paramedic. Why go through all the trouble then? I love the concept I guess. The second I started paramedic school I knew this would be an issue. I want to work out in the field but am just scared to death. I work for a service where our trucks are an EMT and Paramedic, no other help (not even fire, unless you've got an echo level call). It is a service where it makes a paramedic, new or not, stand on their own two feet, which in theory is great. I realize I just need to jump out there, but am just scared to death. I am currently taking some college classes and am waiting to go on provisional (work on a truck as a third, training to be a real live medic) until they are complete for this semester. Will this fear ever leave? I love my job now with all the "cool calls" because when it comes down to it, it's really all my partner's responsibility (our protocols are very strict and almost everything is the medic's call, with the exception of isolated extremity injury). Regardless, when I step up to the plate it is going to be completely different and I'm sure I will fear every call I get. Have I learned enough? Have I forgotten something I shouldn't have? Will I be able to handle what is thrown at me? I don't want to head into work dreading my job, and I've been told it'll be like that for the first year. I'm moderately young, so a YEAR is a long time, and with me probably more. Maybe forever? I wonder if I'll ever get to that point where I'll have confidence in my skills and just roll with the punches. Advice?
-rye
I need some seasoned vets to help me out here. As the subject states, I passed school easily and also the state test, but am not eager to work out in the field as a paramedic. Why go through all the trouble then? I love the concept I guess. The second I started paramedic school I knew this would be an issue. I want to work out in the field but am just scared to death. I work for a service where our trucks are an EMT and Paramedic, no other help (not even fire, unless you've got an echo level call). It is a service where it makes a paramedic, new or not, stand on their own two feet, which in theory is great. I realize I just need to jump out there, but am just scared to death. I am currently taking some college classes and am waiting to go on provisional (work on a truck as a third, training to be a real live medic) until they are complete for this semester. Will this fear ever leave? I love my job now with all the "cool calls" because when it comes down to it, it's really all my partner's responsibility (our protocols are very strict and almost everything is the medic's call, with the exception of isolated extremity injury). Regardless, when I step up to the plate it is going to be completely different and I'm sure I will fear every call I get. Have I learned enough? Have I forgotten something I shouldn't have? Will I be able to handle what is thrown at me? I don't want to head into work dreading my job, and I've been told it'll be like that for the first year. I'm moderately young, so a YEAR is a long time, and with me probably more. Maybe forever? I wonder if I'll ever get to that point where I'll have confidence in my skills and just roll with the punches. Advice?
-rye