unsurprisingly, i have a different opinion:
I have 1/8 shfits left in my internship and I still feel like I suck. I went straight into medic school without any EMT experience. That was definitely a mistake.
hmmm, a zero to hero program that didn't prepare you for the field? shocker
I feel stupid 99% of the time. Its almost like I know what to do on calls, but I get anxious when I know people are evaluating me.
you might have test anxiety. it happens. however, now is the basic time, when you have a safety net. How are you going to be when you finish, are out in the field, and the FD is evaluating you, the family is evaluating you, and the patient is evaluating you? and if you mess up, the patient dies?
I'm with different preceptors every shift and none of them have told me i'm doing a bad job.
This sucks. big time. because, despite the best of intentions, every preceptor wants things done a certain way. and it typically takes 3 to 5 shifts with the same person to learn what they expect you to do, and expect of you. so having a new preceptor every shift makes it hard, since you have no idea what the precept wants.
Well, my most recent shift was awful. One of my preceptors was constantly making snide remarks to me.
that's a problem. Your preceptor should be making you better, not making snide remarks. That doesn't mean you shouldn't be given criticism when you screw up, but it should be done with positive intent.
Here's the kicker, he wasn't even the paramedic, he was the emt. It really worsened my nerves and i'm feeling like im failing at everything. It left an even worse taste in my mouth. Is this just not the right line of work for me?
Ehh, you can have an experienced EMT be a paramedic preceptor, especially if the patients you are handling are BLS patients. However, just because you have one douchy preceptor doesn't mean you aren't cut out for this.
I don't get the part about paramedic students having EMT preceptors. How are you supposed to learn from someone who lacks a big-picture view of your profession?
If I had to take a guess, I would say there was a paramedic preceptor on the truck as well, but since the patient was BLS, the EMT (who may also be an agency preceptor) was put in that position. Also, it's insulting to say that only paramedics have a "big-picture view of your profession." I know plenty of EMTs who have a better big-picture view of the profession, and some paramedics who only know what they have seen at their current job. I will also say that most paramedics know more about treatment options than most EMTs, but that doesn't mean a paramedic intern can't be properly evaluated by an experienced EMT.
The fire station I am doing my internship with usually has 2 medics but they were short staffed that day so had to put an EMT on the truck. Unfortunately most calls were BLS calls so I was stuck in the back with him most of the day. There was a clear personality conflict which definitely hindered my learning as well. I understand that i'll have to work with people I may not get along with all that well,
Welcome to real life. Most systems don't run dual medic ambulances; more often it's 1 EMT and 1 medic. if it's a BLS patient, the medic drives, and if it's ALS, the EMT drives. Some systems have the medic handling all patient care, but that's their choice. If you are the intern, with a BLS patient, I see nothing wrong with him evaluating you. And yes, you will always deal with different personalities, some that conflict with you.
but I think you should be less of a douche when someone is Learning. It knocked my self confidence down a few pegs that's for sure.
Agreed.
This warrants a call to the paramedic program clinical coordinator. This is a perfect example of the disconnect between the program requirements and the actual field internship experience.
A paramedic intern babysitting BLS patients when there is an EMT on board is an utter waste of time.
respectfully disgaree. having a paramedic intern perform no patient care on BLS patients when there is an EMT on board is an utter waste of time. if a paramedic intern can't handle a BLS patient, what makes you think they can handle an ALS one? Also. if you have 6 BLS patients, do you expect the intern to just sit up front with the driver? I will agree that the internship time should be for ALS patients, but we both know that 80%
of the EMS calls received can be managed by the EMT.
most systems have someone credentialed at the EMT level first, and then move onto ALS. That way if they can't cut it as a medic, they might still be able to work as an EMT. That's how many of the agencies near me work. IIRC, it's a 3 stage process: EMT clearance, Paramedic 1 clearance, and Paramedic 2. EMT clearance results in you being able to work as an EMT, paramedic 1 clearance means you can work as a paramedic with another paramedic FTO, and paramedic 2 clearance means you can work solo or with an EMT.
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@ickyvicky, I won't say you suck, or that you aren't cut out for this field, but EMS has some strange personalities, and some preceptors suck. Some would rather knock you down than bring you up. You also have a very limited experience level, and with more experience comes more confidence, and that takes time. And yes, a good EMT partner can help out a paramedic, while a bad EMT partner can ruin a paramedic's day.
Don't let one douchy preceptor (regardless of EMT or Paramedic) derail your career goals.