I have 1/8 shfits left in my internship and I still feel like I suck. I went straight into medic school without any EMT experience. That was definitely a mistake. I feel stupid 99% of the time. Its almost like I know what to do on calls, but I get anxious when I know people are evaluating me. I'm with different preceptors every shift and none of them have told me i'm doing a bad job. Well, my most recent shift was awful. One of my preceptors was constantly making snide remarks to me. Here's the kicker, he wasn't even the paramedic, he was the emt. It really worsened my nerves and i'm feeling like im failing at everything. It left an even worse taste in my mouth. Is this just not the right line of work for me?