While some of the things you claimed happened did and some only kinda did, few things happened with all the malice and incompetence you are implying. Much of the incompetence was due to political influence and interference against the wishes of the experts, particularly by the current Federal administration which lived a cloud of denial, state and local politicians too, other supposed malice was desperation often stemming from (often longstanding) inadequate preparation.
I do wonder which specific things you think "only kinda" happened (or how you know that), but rather than go back and forth about the details of events that neither of us have first hand knowledge of, suffice it to say that, while our government has long been a bloated bureaucracy populated largely by those whose competence is significantly overestimated by both themselves and much of the public, this past year has provided us with numerous examples which are unique in their transparency and impact. I never claimed or implied that any of it was done with malice (though I think there are at least a few examples where you can very reasonably question motives), but a general lack of competence and dramatic over-estimation of their ability to control events is baked into the government at every level, regardless of politics, though politics does, of course, often make it worse. It certainly is not unique to the current administration.
As much as we can parse out the successes AND failures of this pandemic response, and there are many, of each, the greatest success in the entire response is the vaccine.
On that point, we are in complete agreement.
Your continuous posting that can be accurately thematically summarized as: how everything is/was done wrong, nothing can be trusted, multiple hypothetical future maybes combined with a very narrow or alternative views on failures, and all of these as validation for vaccine hesitancy as "reasonable."
First, let us make a clear distinction here between what
I personally believe is true, and what I think are reasonable reservations for others to have, given both their limited understanding of things scientific and medical, and their current perspective on the (un)trustworthiness of our governments and health authorities.
As I've grown older and more educated and hopefully a little wiser, one thing that keeps making itself apparent to me is just how limited my knowledge really is. There are few things that I really
know. Most of what I always thought I knew were really just things that I had been led to believe by some authority figure in my life, or something that I inferred after subconsciously querying an observation against a mental model that my brain had developed based on earlier experiences and teachings. Once you start to think about this, your biases become more apparent, and I think you become more open minded. You begin to wonder about the reasons and motivations behind every type of authority and much of what others believe and say. You take less at face value and become a skeptic in general. Not in a paranoid, tin-foil-hat way, and not necessarily in a negative way, but just in a I-wonder-if-that-is-really-the-whole-truth kind of way, which I think it pretty healthy. Maybe this is Maslow's self-actualization stage? I don't know. But add this to my libertarian political leanings and my strong beliefs in self-ownership and personal responsibility, and I am able to see things from other's point of view much better than I used to, and have real respect for their choices even if I think they are bad ones.
Given that, one would then be very reasonable if they were to interpret your posts as either nihilistic, immature, or thinly veiled antivaxxer crap.
I'm definitely not an anti-vaxxer. I voluntarily took the first shot of the two-part Pfizer vaccine at the first opportunity, and I have encouraged my family and friends to do the same. Nihillistic? No....I don't think anyone who knows me would describe me that way. Immature? Now that sounds like something you are throwing in just because you can't think of any other low-key insult that isn't too brash. Please.
Except, you expect us to give you the benefit of the doubt because we know that you are a mature adult with a graduate degree in healthcare. So, I'm calling on you to validate that benefit because your repeat posts have elevated my doubts in you.
I don't expect the benefit of any doubt, and I promise that I will sleep just fine no matter how you view my comments. No one should listen to a word that I have to say just because I have a graduate degree. I do have a good understanding of physiology and pharmacology and a lot of practical experience making rapid assessments and using drugs to manipulate physiology acutely, but outside of anesthesia & resuscitation, my expertise drops off quickly. Because of that, my arguments should be taken at face value and if you don't think they stand on their own logic, then you should disregard them. I have never stated or implied that anyone should give my opinion on COVID or the vaccine any extra weight because I am any kind of authority.
I'll ask you flat out, what the in the world do you think the solution here is? What do you think, medic cum CRNA, is the right thing to be doing with respect to vaccine, combatting doubt, and why do you think it to be the right course?
With respect to the vaccine, I think most people should take it, just like I think most people should exercise hard a few times a week and eat lots of vegetables and lean protein. That is very different than thinking that anyone should be forced to take it, or even shamed into taking it. It is also different than thinking someone is a science denier just because they aren't well educated on these things and don't have enough trust in the current system to take it.
With high-risk patients making up the vast majority of those hospitalized with COVID, we should see severe cases, hospitalizations, and deaths fall off precipitously once most of the high-risk population is vaccinated. Seeing the numbers improve quickly may make people more resistant to getting vaccinated. If they don't see a reason now, they really won't see a reason once the number of people getting sick with it decreases significantly.
Combatting doubt? I'm just a paramedic and CRNA who likes spending time with his family, shooting his guns, hanging at the beach, riding his dirt bike, and watching funny videos on YouTube. I'll tell anyone who asks me that I think the benefits of the vaccine easily outweigh the risks, but I'll leave the public health propaganda to someone else. I don't think it's gonna work right now. As I said before, I think once it's been out for a few months and people see that no one has grown a third eye and people start having conversations with their PCP's about it, more people who are currently against it will get it. But in the meantime, as I've argued ad nauseam, *distrust in the government on anything related to COVID is just too high right now. Like a drunk blowing most of his paycheck at the bar and then not having enough left to pay the rent, government blew it's credibility capital earlier this year on miscalculations, overreach, and outright lies and now doesn't have enough left to convince people to trust them on this. As they say, "it is what it is".
*What you have to keep in mind is that, even before 2020, trust in government (Pew does a poll every year or two) had been eroding for decades and was at an all time low, I think 13% or 14%, in 2019. I would argue that people are totally correct for feeling that way. So once you superimpose the huge SNAFUs of 2020 onto the already dismal amount of trust, well, here you go. Actions have consequences for governments as well as for individuals.