I'm not blaming NREMT for my failures, there's NO reason I should be failing anything but boy this is trusting. I failed the written first attempt have not reschuled yet. Today I took the practial, well that went awful. I was so nervous during the out of hospital scenario (which should've been the easy part) I couldn't think straight and was drawing up wrong doses of drug and it was all turning bad so I asked if we could just stop because I wasn't in the right of mind and just messing everything up.
Anyway that was the last station I did, I was told my results, obviously I failed that for walking out I thought I had did horrible in everything else I thought I had failed them all but turns out I only failed dynamic cardiology and I know the mistake I made on that but passed everything else. I was told it'll be up to registry wether I only retest the two or take all 6 stations over again. I'm just beyond frustrated and having thoughts of maybe I shouldn't be doing this work if I can't pass anything. Any advice on how to stay calm? I was way more nervous during that whole thing than the written more nervous I've ever been while testing, and the thing is nothing about any of the stations are anything I'd consider "hard" just nerve wracking for me and I'm beyond frustrated with myself.
Anyway that was the last station I did, I was told my results, obviously I failed that for walking out I thought I had did horrible in everything else I thought I had failed them all but turns out I only failed dynamic cardiology and I know the mistake I made on that but passed everything else. I was told it'll be up to registry wether I only retest the two or take all 6 stations over again. I'm just beyond frustrated and having thoughts of maybe I shouldn't be doing this work if I can't pass anything. Any advice on how to stay calm? I was way more nervous during that whole thing than the written more nervous I've ever been while testing, and the thing is nothing about any of the stations are anything I'd consider "hard" just nerve wracking for me and I'm beyond frustrated with myself.