Sasha
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You can borrow my good stabbin' knife.
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You can borrow my good stabbin' knife.
Anjel
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Module 1 exam in the morning.
Trying to resist the urge to cram study
Trying to resist the urge to cram study
One time I went to the movie theaters, the only four consecutive seats in the theater were next to me. Four girls went to sit there, and the one that had to sit next to me said to her friends loud enough for me to hear "Ew, I don't want to sit next to him. Trade with me, please!" and they argued a bit "Just sit down next to him!" I wasn't doing anything, I wasn't gunning them with my eyes, I took a shower, brushed my teeth, put deodorant on, cologne on, etc. I feel very repulsive and things like that really reinforce it. Perhaps I am wearing the same cologne as the guy from Anchorman. Y'know, the puma one?
I think I feel so repulsive and very fearful of rejection just because I got shot down at a very young age. Had a sixth grade crush that totally went wrong, labeled gay in Jr. High School because I didn't have hair on my legs in PE, didn't have a deep voice, and I wasn't kissing girls in the hallways, and pretty much just lived the life style of not approaching girls and just keeping to myself "Why don't girls like me?"
There were some girls that I went after that I didn't straight up till them I was interested. I was put into the friend zone and tried getting out of 'em, but never did get out of it. I didn't even really like a friend sometimes. One of them I could never get to go get food with me just me and her. She always had to have another guy along. Perhaps she knew? Even a friend would go some place alone with me. She didn't. So the last time I talked with her, I decided that she really wasn't a friend anyhow since she wouldn't even go somewhere like In-N-Out with me after work, she always bailed on me, so I just told her "I don't want to hang out with you anymore" when she wanted me and another guy to go to the movies with her, lol.
It's lame, lol.
Oh, I don't have much to be confident about either.
I think I feel so repulsive and very fearful of rejection just because I got shot down at a very young age. Had a sixth grade crush that totally went wrong, labeled gay in Jr. High School because I didn't have hair on my legs in PE, didn't have a deep voice, and I wasn't kissing girls in the hallways, and pretty much just lived the life style of not approaching girls and just keeping to myself "Why don't girls like me?"
There were some girls that I went after that I didn't straight up till them I was interested. I was put into the friend zone and tried getting out of 'em, but never did get out of it. I didn't even really like a friend sometimes. One of them I could never get to go get food with me just me and her. She always had to have another guy along. Perhaps she knew? Even a friend would go some place alone with me. She didn't. So the last time I talked with her, I decided that she really wasn't a friend anyhow since she wouldn't even go somewhere like In-N-Out with me after work, she always bailed on me, so I just told her "I don't want to hang out with you anymore" when she wanted me and another guy to go to the movies with her, lol.
It's lame, lol.
Oh, I don't have much to be confident about either.
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adamjh3
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School bus. 8th grade. It was the day we got our yearbooks. Two girls behind me were playing would-you-rather by pulling names from the yearbook. One asked my name or some other dude, the second responded with my name, then the first proceeds to go "eeeeewwwwww look what he looks like!" then they were giggling back and forth about how ugly I apparently am, completely oblivious to the fact I'm sitting right in front of them.
I wanted to die.
I think that's when my chauvinistic attitude started.
DesertMedic66
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Aprz I was in the same boat as you (except for the leg hair). I still have a kind of high voice.
I am a very vocal person so I would have said something to that girl haha. Don't let them get to you. Sadly that is just how alot of younger girls are. It's bad when I am ashamed of my own generation.
I am a very vocal person so I would have said something to that girl haha. Don't let them get to you. Sadly that is just how alot of younger girls are. It's bad when I am ashamed of my own generation.
adamjh3
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Right there with ya, brother.
Well, good news is I tried being a little bit more aggressive today (taking Anjel advise). I saw this gorgeous girl at Chipotle too. I walked up to her to tell her that I think she is gorgeous, but she walked away really quick, and I said "Excuse me", and again "Excuse me ma'am", and she just kept on walking and I stopped cause I didn't want to look like a creep.
abckidsmom
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Oh you poor dear.
Good friend of mine is a former partner of my hubby's. She is totally hot, like an amazon. 6'1", gorgeous athletic body, huge boobs. Funny, smart and interesting.
She has spotted a guy on her regular bus that she rides to work and has chickened out 3 days running on giving him her number or even talking to him.
This is the same chick who mooned another crew in the cab of the ambulance one night as they were driving past.
Lack of confidence is so killer. I am glad I only had one person to play these mind games with.
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Repeat after me: You is kind. You is smart. You is important.
Oh, and for me it was 2nd grade. I loved him deeply. I thought he was amazing. One day, leaning on the wall outside the bathroom I told him. He never spoke to me again. We graduated together 10 years later in a class of 188. Like he could have consciously avoided me that long.
Oh, and for me it was 2nd grade. I loved him deeply. I thought he was amazing. One day, leaning on the wall outside the bathroom I told him. He never spoke to me again. We graduated together 10 years later in a class of 188. Like he could have consciously avoided me that long.
DesertMedic66
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Soo when are you gonna introduce me??
bigbaldguy
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Take it from a very late bloomer nothing is set in stone.
abckidsmom
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Colorado springs. I thought you were poised for destruction in ca?
DesertMedic66
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I am but I am very good with talking. So I might be able to convince her to move haha
Not even stone?
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Junctional tachycardia with bigeminal PJCs into VT with his AICD firing x3? That's how I ended my day, how about you guys? I'm not going to lie I'm kinda afraid to finish my internship and be on a truck by myself...everyone keeps trying to die on me now, when I'm on my own I wont have a preceptor to bounce ideas off...
Aprz, I know it's easier said than done but don't sweat it. Any girl that is that insensitive isn't worth the air she breathes. I'd have told her I didn't want to sit next to them either and to bug off but I'm a smartass type of person.
*I am not sexist in any way shape or form, there are amazing girls out there but if they are going to act like that they can jump off a bridge and go to hell and I wont even blink an eye*
Aprz, I know it's easier said than done but don't sweat it. Any girl that is that insensitive isn't worth the air she breathes. I'd have told her I didn't want to sit next to them either and to bug off but I'm a smartass type of person.
*I am not sexist in any way shape or form, there are amazing girls out there but if they are going to act like that they can jump off a bridge and go to hell and I wont even blink an eye*
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I'm not going to lie, I am actually starting to miss working on the ambulance or at the hockey rink. As much as I am enjoying the crap out of being overseas, it's tough filling the massive hole that work is.
Anjel
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Right. Aprz you are like what...20?
You aren't all washed up yet.
Look at BBG. He is now a manly, bald, very attractive man.
But when he was your age....he could of looked like urkle.
fast65
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Good job, keep that up, and you'll eventually have a much easier time talking to girls you're interested in.
Just remember you're a nice guy, and a smart kid, don't let the inevitable rejection deter you from taking a chance on someone who might feel the same way about you as you do about them. If you never take a chance, you'll never find out what could have been. Some of us have never asked anyone out...don't make that same mistake.
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Do I need to remind you why you're getting these calls Rob?