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I just lost my brother this morning to an overdose of methamphetamine. The reality of the situation has not fully hit me just yet. It was through fate or irony one that I came across a poem the other day about this very topic, a poem written by a girl addicted to meth--who later waved goodbye to the pallid shores of Earth and slipped out of this world forever. I feel obligated to share it.

My Name: "Is Meth"

I destroy homes, I tear families apart,
take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town
I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome, try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.
You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.
I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always -- right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned - this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.
You could have said no, and just walked away,

If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.

Please, if you or someone you know is addicted to meth--get help for your problem. Nobody will think low of you; in fact, they would probably hold a higher opinion of you for coming to a decision to seek help. Stop letting this 'disease' take your souls away. Stop letting this 'disease' steal our children from us and rip our families apart. There are no more excuses. This just has to end.

Free 24 hr Meth Addiction Helpline: <b>1.800.480.5965</b>
http://www.methhelpline.com/
 

Littlebit

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My sympathy to you and your family. I am sure this is a personal loss to you and to others lives your brother may have touched.
My sincerest condolences
Littlebit
 

medic001918

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I'm sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Shane
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Epi-do

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My sympathies go out to you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.
 

MMiz

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I too am sorry for your lost. My thoughts are with you and your family.
 

Ridryder911

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In a time like this, words are empty, but please know you and your family is on our thoughts and prayers.

R/r 911
 

ffemt8978

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You and your family have my deepest sympathy.
 

Asclepius

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Condolences...All of us here wish that there was a more personal way we could comfort you. Please feel free to message anyone of us for support.
 

BossyCow

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I am deeply, deeply sorry for your loss.
 

OreoThief

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Please accept my condolences. Hang in there.

<<hugs>>

Ginger
 

indygirl14

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I am so sorry, although nothing that we can say will comfort you. Just know that we are all thinking and or praying for you.
 

Airwaygoddess

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Dis, I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers...... -_- Anna
 

babygirl2882

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I am very sorry to hear of your loss. That poem was very powerful...I hope someone sees it and gets help.
 

TheDoll

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thank you for sharing your personal loss and this powerful poem. i am so terribly sorry for you and your family, and i wish i could take away your hurt. you, your family, and your brother will be in my heart. i'll remember to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. i hope you all find a way to heal. take good care.
gretchen
 

So. IL Medic

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Many condolences. I work in a heavy meth use area. The tragedy and havoc it wreaks upon the user's family is horrible.
 
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