LucidResq
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Thats probably a good idea. Ive watched a ton of autopsy videos on youtube to try to get used to it and they dont phase me at all. Is there really a big difference between videos and real life?
Yes... mainly because of the smells, textures, the potential surprise element - you know what you're getting when you youtube autopsy videos, you might not know what you're going to see when you walk into someone's house on another simple "sick case" or what you'll see when you lift up someone's shirt - and how you feel when you actually have to get your hands in it or it gets on you. Also, for me at least, sometimes the fact that I am dealing with someone who is in pain right now, right in front me, adds a bit.
I wouldn't be too concerned by it. Everyone on here has had something that touched a nerve... and most have something that will always gross them out, like burns, childbirth, or eye injuries (as stupid as it sounds, for me it's any kind of rash/wound/skin lesion that has a honeycomb pattern or lots of bumps like the maculopapular rash of smallpox :wacko. You just have to figure out a way to cope with it. If it means you have to rub vicks in your nostrils (yes it works) or even step back for a second, take a deep breath and try to stop gagging... as long as you can get back in the game and get 'er done you'll be fine. Yes, there are some people that legitimately can't handle the gore but most people can... especially if you've toughed it out through rat dissections.