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I see dead people
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So, I had a horribly F-ed up run recently - self-inflicted gunshot wound to the face. We couldn't suction enough to be able to see anything for an oral intubation. Believe me, we tried. There was also NO ventilating this patient without a tube. There was nothing left to place the BVM on.
We had no radial, carotid, or apical pulses, but he was still taking agonal respirations. I contacted medical control letting them know what we had, including a detailed description of the injury. Luck of the draw was that the doc on the other end wanted us to go ahead and begin resuscitative efforts, we loaded the pt up and headed off to the trauma center.
After coming to the realization that we just weren't going to get the tube on this guy, I pulled out the cric kit, and promptly attempted to hand it off to the other medic that was with me. I really wasn't looking forward to having to do it. The other medic said that it was ok, and he would work on getting the lines in and pushing drugs, so there I was with the kit laid out on the cabinet-top next to me, quickly looking over the copy of the protocol that was included in the kit.
I was so sick to my stomach and thought for sure I was going to puke the entire time I was doing it. The other medic and the EMT in the back with me both commented at the hospital about how calm I appeared while performing the procedure, but I can assure you I was totally panicking on the inside. I do have to say, I was surprised at how easy it was to actually do. I can also say I am in no hurry to repeat it anytime soon.
Needless to say, he was called almost immediately once we arrived at the ER. One of the local medical directors was working and after everything was done he came and talked to me. He complimented me on the cric, saying that it looked perfect. He also said he was going to pass along to my medical director what a good job I had done with the run. He told me that had he been the one to get my radio report while onscene, he would have allowed me to call it since the injury was incompatible with life, but luck of the draw had it that I got one of the other docs.
All in all, given the set of circumstances I was handed, the run went pretty well. I have that first cric behind me, something that most medics never have to do, and managed to keep it together until on the way back to station from the ER. I think every single crew that came in after us stopped and told me what a great job I had done while I was working on the paperwork. It's awesome to get compliments from your peers & the medical director after such a difficult run, but at the same time....well, I would have been happy to go several years before ever having to make that call. Even my partner commented to me about how I have gotten some of the most messed up runs he has ever been on in the last year and a half, since I got my medic cert.
We had no radial, carotid, or apical pulses, but he was still taking agonal respirations. I contacted medical control letting them know what we had, including a detailed description of the injury. Luck of the draw was that the doc on the other end wanted us to go ahead and begin resuscitative efforts, we loaded the pt up and headed off to the trauma center.
After coming to the realization that we just weren't going to get the tube on this guy, I pulled out the cric kit, and promptly attempted to hand it off to the other medic that was with me. I really wasn't looking forward to having to do it. The other medic said that it was ok, and he would work on getting the lines in and pushing drugs, so there I was with the kit laid out on the cabinet-top next to me, quickly looking over the copy of the protocol that was included in the kit.
I was so sick to my stomach and thought for sure I was going to puke the entire time I was doing it. The other medic and the EMT in the back with me both commented at the hospital about how calm I appeared while performing the procedure, but I can assure you I was totally panicking on the inside. I do have to say, I was surprised at how easy it was to actually do. I can also say I am in no hurry to repeat it anytime soon.
Needless to say, he was called almost immediately once we arrived at the ER. One of the local medical directors was working and after everything was done he came and talked to me. He complimented me on the cric, saying that it looked perfect. He also said he was going to pass along to my medical director what a good job I had done with the run. He told me that had he been the one to get my radio report while onscene, he would have allowed me to call it since the injury was incompatible with life, but luck of the draw had it that I got one of the other docs.
All in all, given the set of circumstances I was handed, the run went pretty well. I have that first cric behind me, something that most medics never have to do, and managed to keep it together until on the way back to station from the ER. I think every single crew that came in after us stopped and told me what a great job I had done while I was working on the paperwork. It's awesome to get compliments from your peers & the medical director after such a difficult run, but at the same time....well, I would have been happy to go several years before ever having to make that call. Even my partner commented to me about how I have gotten some of the most messed up runs he has ever been on in the last year and a half, since I got my medic cert.