Having Browned Around
You think of Brown as being somebody trusted, knowledgable, somebody to ask 'hey Brown you know this?....', somebody who is admirable or somehow respectable, somebody maybe a little bit crazy but in a good way, a bloke with a good sense of humour and somebody who is to be looked at as something of an example, somebody who is sufficently experienced enough to somehow be something.
Nothing could be further from the truth. Those of you who know how old I am comment that I am younger than expected. I'm physically young but mentally I am older than bloody time itself. I have not deliberately mislead you but I am not who you think I am. I haven't set foot on an ambulance operationally since mid-2010, I don't know jack bloody crap, maybe I know a lot, maybe I don't, maybe ... maybe, maybe, maybe. I'm nobody respectable, nobody to be looked up too, nobody that should be somehow admired for anything, I am a bloke sometimes slung a green thomas pack with "AMBULANCE" written on it over his shoulder, that doesn't make me anything special, I'm more buggered than the people we were going to.
You seem to think I know a lot or have been there and done that so that means I am experienced, well I wouldn't bloody wish what I have been through on my worst enemy, no joke. I've seen more in my couple of decades than should be seen in a lifetime. Well, on that other hand I haven't seen enough.
I've seen too bloody much, I've been paying the man his dues for as long as I can remember, I've certainly put in enough of my time and knowledge around this place .... I've been to heart attacks, car crashes, asthma, counselled rape victims, been to blokes who have been beaten up and robbed, seem some out of crap ... and in the end it all adds up to nothing.
Enough of my whining, good luck, may you find peace, both now and forever
*Brown tosses his Cat in the Hat hat boquet style and wonders who catches it ....
Later y'all
Brown