DrParasite
The fire extinguisher is not just for show
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I just met with my chief, and gave him my resignation. I've been on vehicle with flashing red lights for almost 25 years now, in various capacities (paid and volunteer, full time and part time, ambulances and fire trucks, even a few stops in communications along the way), and it's no longer fun. Even if it's my job, I want to enjoy what I do, despite me doing it to earn money to pay the bills.
Don't get me wrong, I knew it's not always sunshine and rainbows, but several minor things happened at my current department that convinced me it was time to give it up. Some of them were cultural, some of them were operational changes, and some of the changes occurred within me. My department still has some awesome people, and a bad day on the engine is almost always better than a day in the office, but I'm getting older, working night shifts is getting harder, and I'm not in as good shape as I was in my 20s (My chief definitely smoked me on the last agility course, and he's retired).
I joined up with a local technical rescue organization, and the people there seem pretty cool, but, outside of a hurricane deployment, I think my time of responding to emergencies is over.
As for why I'm sharing this... I don't know... I guess it's so others know that it's ok to walk away. The department existed before me, and I am confident it will exist for decades to come, and I wish nothing but the best of luck for those who are still in it. It's been a lot of fun, but it's time for me to let the next generation pick up the slack.
Don't get me wrong, I knew it's not always sunshine and rainbows, but several minor things happened at my current department that convinced me it was time to give it up. Some of them were cultural, some of them were operational changes, and some of the changes occurred within me. My department still has some awesome people, and a bad day on the engine is almost always better than a day in the office, but I'm getting older, working night shifts is getting harder, and I'm not in as good shape as I was in my 20s (My chief definitely smoked me on the last agility course, and he's retired).
I joined up with a local technical rescue organization, and the people there seem pretty cool, but, outside of a hurricane deployment, I think my time of responding to emergencies is over.
As for why I'm sharing this... I don't know... I guess it's so others know that it's ok to walk away. The department existed before me, and I am confident it will exist for decades to come, and I wish nothing but the best of luck for those who are still in it. It's been a lot of fun, but it's time for me to let the next generation pick up the slack.