Ok another question has anyone gone all the way through medic school passed all the classes got on the truck and noticed the medic level wasn't for you? How did you handle it? I don't even want to work on the truck as a medic I prefer being in an ER. I'll be at 400 hours after Monday's clinical.
So I just spent some time going through your old posts (hey, I'm bored with nothing else to do today) and am going to revise my statements. There's 2 versions of this, the niceynicey version, and the blunt version. Scroll down for the blunt one.
#1: It really sounds like at this point you are starting to realize that working as a paramedic is not for you, that you aren't really cut out to do it, and would prefer to be doing something different anyway. And to that end are looking for reasons to quit the class.
This is when you should be honest with yourself. If you want to work in a hospital or any other type of non-field environment, then go do it! Become a CNA, or RN, or RT or whatever. But don't keep trying to become something that, by all appearances is not what you want to do, and not for you. You've said that you have worked both 911 and transfers before; while it may have been in a different type of setting, you still should have been aware of what you were getting yourself into. The fact that your internship keeps getting extended (that's how I read your comments anyway) should, at this point, be something that you are paying attention to. If you really don't want to be a field provider and are struggling with patient care and your performance in the field, then now is the time to listen to yourself and move on. Think of how many people are in your class and how many are interning with that particular service; are they all having the same problems you are?
There's no shame in it. EMS isn't for everyone. What would be shameful would be getting pushed through to the end and becoming a paramedic even though you aren't qualified, OR forcing the issue and causing your school to remove you from class when you don't even want to be there.
Take a couple days and think HONESTLY about it. Don't delude yourself, don't let people who may not know you/your wants/capabilities sway your decision. Think about what attracted you to medicine in the first place and what you really want your role in it to be. Look into what other medical jobs are out there. Then think about what attracted you to EMS and how both your career and time as a paramedic intern have gone so far. Think about the criticisms you've gotten so far and how well you could really correct your deficencies.
The decisions yours, but it really sounds like you allready know what you should be doing.
#2: Get out before you cause problems for yourself. Being a paramedic is not something you should be doing.