So because your own flaws, short-comings and lack of professionalism are pointed out, you get upset. Nice one on that. You'll fit in just fine around here.
i was looking for further information because i was getting crap info from those training me
No, you're getting it because allowing the problem to continue is unacceptable, for the reasons I listed, and a whole lot more besides. If you weren't able to get any answers from your partner's in the field, where else do you think you should have gone? A supe? Medical director? The manual for the monitor (and I gaurentee that your service has one of those)? Did you do this? Apparently not, you just let the problem go without resolving it.
as far as the energy setting being protocols, every place i have worked has followed acls guidelines. same drugs and doses, and same energy settings. have you actually sat through an acls class. quoting from the acls book directly ... "select energy level at 360J for monophasic defibrillator. select DEVICE-SPECIFIC energy level for biphasic manual defibrillator, TYPICALLY 120 to 200 J; IF UNKNOWN SELECT 200 J.
Yes, and? What is your point with this? That the MRL may have a specific setting that other monitors don't have? Ok, why is that surprising to you? What do you think you should have done if this is the case? Why didn't you do it?
as i said in the original post and other times as well, i was told multiple different things about this device specific (mrl pic50) setting. you slam over and over again, yet essentially provide no useful information to this situation. yes i agree it's crap i'm having this much trouble getting someone to give me a straight answer about this, and yes i will continue to ask the next crew chief i'm with and the next after that one until i get an answer i'm comfortable accepting.
I have never used an MRL so I really can't help with that problem. But I do know that before I ever went and used it in the field I would be comfortable using it and know how to use it, even if that meant I had to talk with someone other than my partner, or heavens forbid, read a manual. Nobody has slammed you over and over again, I simply pointed out that using a piece of equipment that you don't know how to use, and allowing that situation to occur is wrong. Do you disagree?
I do like it that you'll only ask a question until you get the answer that you like; very telling.
Honestly, what upset you so much? That somebody wasn't willing to hold your hand, pat you on the head and tell you everything is ok? That I told you you were screwing up? Better get used to it pal, it's gonna happen again.
Learn from your mistakes, move on, and don't make them again.