@VentMonkey
I have very little desire to be "more" clinically. Quite frankly, the bandwidth isn't there. I'm a pretty smart dude with a lot of bandwidth and I feel like it's maxed out at times. There's a reason that big things are done in teams. Having one person be responsible for everything under the sun clinically doesn't work in our environment in an unlimited setting without a lot of luck, and luck is a finite resource. With that being said, I really really enjoy the science and practice of education and the process of education, and I really want to lean more towards the educational role than operational or pure-administrative (although my dream job has a decent portion of all three disciplines).
With that in mind,
@rescue1 , I'm not terribly enthused about going to more
clinical school. I have no desire to be a physician; their job looks horrible. The money can be OK, but I really don't enjoy the repetitive performance of clinical procedures; I really don't even particularly enjoy blood&guts and such (although there is a part of me that does enjoy the challenge posed by a sick/injured patient). I really like working with
systems, helping set people up for success. It's a challenge just as great (and rewarding) as clinical medicine, and I am pretty good at it. In fact, looking back at my career so far, most of my discontent is actually coming from dissatisfaction at working conditions and systems to a significant degree, not anything clinical. One of the better jobs I've had (that I left out of a combination of dissatisfaction with how we were treated and need to keep going to school -vs- "junior supervisor" roles that precluded school) encapsulated it perfectly...clinically excellent care, but no leadership support for doing the right thing for patients and crews. A safety nap or declined/delayed non-emergency transfer was not allowed; the expectation was that the supervisor would simply 'get it done'. All the time. Every time. Regardless of who they put at risk, how much risk, or why. Because reputation and dollars and "work ethic" mattered more than safety or health. And that agency is far from unique. It drives away nearly 80% of its workforce every two years, and the pattern doesn't change regardless of who sits in the corner office. And that's the same everywhere.
And although I've been able to find clinically-decent systems pretty easily, I've found that they all have cores of dog poop when it comes to how crews are treated, how the culture is, and how/who is leading them and how they are empowered to help. And that matters. Cypress Creek is one of the more advanced providers in the US in our field, yet their entire culture is one of fear, intimidation and exploitation. They run 30% annual turnover simply because their culture doesn't permit change and their leadership prioritizes 'clinical care' and objective operational measures like cost and times and doesn't consider human factors.
@NomadicMedic , you brought up a point earlier in PMs about chronic dissatisfaction. And I think you're right; it is primarily my unrealistic expectations that have contributed to my nomadic ways and my failure so far to leverage my education and talents beyond where they could be. But I think that you miss an important point- that dissatisfaction is precisely
why we need to change things. The way that things are done currently limits EMS to a fractional subset of people desperate, crazy or generous enough to work in current conditions and cultures, and as we're seeing, it's not really enough to even sustain the need for people, much less grow to meet population changes and current/future needs. Those aren't just financial problems, they're cultural problems. I'm 30 years old, making around $80k a year gross with overtime factored in (24/48@ 22.33/hour), with OK benefits...and I don't like my job, because it's not about the money. It's how we're treated. And that's frustrating. The existing systems do not have appropriate work-life balances, do not properly utilize their human capital, and do not produce cultures, climates or practices that ensure a high degree of safety, reliability, value or efficiency. That means that the systems need to change, and people like us are the ones to do it. I stick around this field, with my antenna up, because I think that there
are opportunities out there to do exactly that, and that's what I really want to do with my fancy book learning and passion and talents. Help to build a better system, because I've grown up in and been working for and been harmed by bad systems for literally my entire life (minus the Army).
It's not even about the money. Enough to pay bills and live life is all that's really needed. It's about how we're treated by our management, by our coworkers, and maybe a little by the public (but almost all the first one). You could run an exceptional EMS service on a bit less than current budgets, with no capital changes, if you simply lead well.
And to re-rail the thread, I got off of my butt and sent in my California paramedic reciprocity packet, license verifications, and the DOJ background check, and some money, so I can have options. California Dreaming? Definitely. And I don't know if I'll ever use it. But CA is 40 million people and growing, it's nearly post-oil financially, and it's got an environment, culture and vibe that makes it a world-class place to live and visit, and the taxes actually aren't that bad compared to ours here in Texas. And those 40 million people have needs, we work in a short-staffed field that caters to those needs, and there's bound to be opportunities with those 40 million people. It would be a shame to miss something like that for want of a card. Yeah, this thread exposes some problems like AMR Riverside being not excellent. But y'all miss the point...you can at least try for better! Here, dissent is met with termination, and there's no point being dissatisfied, because everywhere is basically the same in every way that matters and the ones that are different are rare, far from home, can't afford you, etc.
As far as SoCal EMS goes, IDK. I haven't lived there since 2007 and I was a kid. But 99% of this job is the exact same everywhere, and the more I look at deep Texas drug boxes or whatnot, the more I kind of wonder what difference most of it makes and is it really the end of the world if I have to ask a second opinion before I do something rare, potentially-dangerous and potentially unnecessary?