I have no idea what happened today. I have been riding for a little while as a third rider. My supervisor said he was hearing good things about me. So, today I ride with him to go ahead and get cleared. We do two calls and then I get called into hia office with the main person I have been precepting with. I am shocked to hear from both of them they don't think I am grasping it. I get told my patient care is good but I do the paper work slow and that I don't know how to use the stretcher. The only problem I had was one time it got stuck on the way in without a patient. So I was sent home. My fate is now resting with one of the VPs of the company whether or not they want to train me more or let me go. I just don't understand how I can go from being good to not grasping it. I am sorry about typing all this but I just had to vent how my hopes of actually working might be slipping away. I had to wait over five months to find a job and now I might be losing it.