Andy Svendsen
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Hello All, hope everyone is having a safe weekend anyways, I'm looking for some advice. About a month ago I posted on here how I was questioning this job if it's really for me, how I feel I'm not fitting in and everyone told me not to give up, I appreciated that a lot, and I thought I was getting better and finally fitting in but I'm finding the problem is only getting worse, and I'm discovering maybe it's the company I'm in. I volunteer for a rescue squad and at first I thought my partners cared about me, but now I realized they could give a crap less about me, they barely talk to me, they don't help me with anything and always make me feel left out of the group, this company like any volunteer company always says they need volunteers but to me it seems it's too packed and they don't need me, I've really been thinking of leaving this company I'm apart of, where I live there's no jurisdiction to volunteer ambulance companies, I could leave this one and volly for another towns ambulance if I wanted because where I live there's quite a few to choose from, I don't know what to do, I don't really like going to this place anymore everytime I go I feel I don't belong there, today I had to miss my duty slot to go to a class and was honestly quite happy I didn't have to go, which is really sad because I love EMS, I don't ever wanna quit, but this company is making me feel like I should, what should I do? Should I leave while I'm young and still can? Should I stay and try to work things out? I appreciate any advice, I'm sorry if I sound like a whiner or complainer, constructive criticism is always welcome that's the whole point of this thread is to get all kinds of feedback thank you be safe and have a nice day