I'v been in EMS for sometime, interest began while working in a funeral home as an apprentice. Years later here we are! In the last years I suffered a family trauma responded to a horrific call the was my own family. Tried dealing with it, then I got the bright idea, of going to the doctor. Huge mistake, the Rx was two high I overdosed at work ended up being the first call of the day. I eventually just decided to saw shove the meds i'll go to therapy and be fine. Well easier said than done, sense almost dying Iv became a huge hypochondriac. I compulsively check my own vitals, and pupils on down time and nothing is ever wrong. Calculate nutrition caffeine, nicotine intake ect Anyone else suffer from this?