I'm sitting here watching tv with my preceptor with a few hours before he cuts me loose and just had a horrifying realization... I STILL SUCK!
Seriously, I've been a massive white cloud. I have exactly enough contacts and good bit of those are total BS... I am JUST starting to feel a bit more comfortable but still get a massive pit in my stomach anytime something sounds even slightly good over the radio. I have had about 5 "okay" calls, only one of which was the patient hard core crashing (this one just FYI, I bombed.) I got exactly ONE code. Oh but wait, this patient was stiffer than a board on arrival so no fun was had...
I feel like I'm starting to handle the BS calls like a champ but am now about get thrown from the nest like a one winged retarded chick.
Hold on a second *slow deep breaths* excuse me, the carpal pedal spasms were messing with my ability to type.
My question: how comfortable did you feel leaving your internship? Maybe this is the 2 days of no sleep on this shift talking, but I'm a touch freaked out!
Seriously, I've been a massive white cloud. I have exactly enough contacts and good bit of those are total BS... I am JUST starting to feel a bit more comfortable but still get a massive pit in my stomach anytime something sounds even slightly good over the radio. I have had about 5 "okay" calls, only one of which was the patient hard core crashing (this one just FYI, I bombed.) I got exactly ONE code. Oh but wait, this patient was stiffer than a board on arrival so no fun was had...
I feel like I'm starting to handle the BS calls like a champ but am now about get thrown from the nest like a one winged retarded chick.
Hold on a second *slow deep breaths* excuse me, the carpal pedal spasms were messing with my ability to type.
My question: how comfortable did you feel leaving your internship? Maybe this is the 2 days of no sleep on this shift talking, but I'm a touch freaked out!