I have been an EMT for about a year...Had my first major trauma...motorcycle accident..by the time we arrived there was a medic and I working on the patient..blood everywhere...part of his head caved in...it seemed to me to be complete chaos...within 2 minutes there were 10 providers 10-20 firefighters and they were calling the chopper...I was fine...not nervous/anxious or disturbed by the scene, although saddened by it... but it was my first...I felt out of sorts...like I should have been doing something more..just wondering how everyone else felt on their first major trauma call...