LuvGlock
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Hi, I'm new here, but I've been told this is the best EMS forum online, so I thought I'd come here for some help.
Yesterday, I experienced my first death on my own. I've seen 3 pt's die before, but I always had "my medic" with me.
On my way home from work, I saw a car crashed into a snow bank (obviously a low speed crash). I pulled over to see if everything was OK, and found the pt in full arrest. I of course called 911, then held c-spine as best I could, brought the pt out onto the road, and started CPR. When the squad arrived, I continued CPR while they hooked up a monitor, started a line, etc.
Finally they took her to the ED. The biggest problem, for me, was that this lady couldn't have been more than 30. Old people are supposed to die. Young people aren't.
All I can say is that this really sucks. My brother (who is a 7 year veteran of Cleveland EMS), said that it's just letting time heal wounds. I've gone from complete apathy about the event to literally collapsing on the floor bawling. I didn't sleep last night, and sometimes I'm questioning my career choice.
What do I do next?
Yesterday, I experienced my first death on my own. I've seen 3 pt's die before, but I always had "my medic" with me.
On my way home from work, I saw a car crashed into a snow bank (obviously a low speed crash). I pulled over to see if everything was OK, and found the pt in full arrest. I of course called 911, then held c-spine as best I could, brought the pt out onto the road, and started CPR. When the squad arrived, I continued CPR while they hooked up a monitor, started a line, etc.
Finally they took her to the ED. The biggest problem, for me, was that this lady couldn't have been more than 30. Old people are supposed to die. Young people aren't.
All I can say is that this really sucks. My brother (who is a 7 year veteran of Cleveland EMS), said that it's just letting time heal wounds. I've gone from complete apathy about the event to literally collapsing on the floor bawling. I didn't sleep last night, and sometimes I'm questioning my career choice.
What do I do next?