So today has been a really :censored::censored::censored::censored:ty day. So I have this appointment with a urologist today because of a issue. He wants a ultrasound of my testicles so it gets done. He wants a urine culture and urinalysis so that gets done. Set up a appointment for next tuesday to discuss what is going on. Get a phone call while out watering my husky. Its the specialists nurse. Tells me that I have testicular cancer and want to do the surgery tomorrow. This really blows. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh. And to top it all off I don't have any insurance so have to pay out of pocket. Someone just wanna shoot me and get this over with?