gradygirl
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Ok, so I'm not one to sympathize with becoming dependant on any sort of drug, but there is a point to which I will ask myself "now why'd they have to go and do that." Well, right now is one of those times.
A girl I know, used to go to summer camp with, cried with, laughed with, but haven't talked to in years, was found dead this evening apparently after od'ing. It is now 1am in Hartford, I found out 15 minutes ago, and the initial news came out 20 minutes before that, so I am not totally sure when it happened. Now, I'm not looking for sympathy, for heartfelt words, or for anything other than prayers for her family.
No, I just need space to think out loud, to say "why did you do that? why did you waste such a young and promising life?" She had just turned 16, would be a junior in high school. She would be taking the SATs, touring colleges, hanging out with friends, and doing the things high school students do best. She would be a counselor at summer camp for 2007, maybe on staff the next year, she would be befriending more kids, touching their lives. She would be upsetting people in her high school, saying the mean things we all say to one another. She would be crying with her friends over that stupid boy and celebrating life in every way. But she's not, not any more. She's lying in a morgue, a cold lifeless body who could have been and done so much. All because taking something illegal was fun, because it made her feel good.
Man, :censored::censored::censored::censored: this, I'm going to bed.
A girl I know, used to go to summer camp with, cried with, laughed with, but haven't talked to in years, was found dead this evening apparently after od'ing. It is now 1am in Hartford, I found out 15 minutes ago, and the initial news came out 20 minutes before that, so I am not totally sure when it happened. Now, I'm not looking for sympathy, for heartfelt words, or for anything other than prayers for her family.
No, I just need space to think out loud, to say "why did you do that? why did you waste such a young and promising life?" She had just turned 16, would be a junior in high school. She would be taking the SATs, touring colleges, hanging out with friends, and doing the things high school students do best. She would be a counselor at summer camp for 2007, maybe on staff the next year, she would be befriending more kids, touching their lives. She would be upsetting people in her high school, saying the mean things we all say to one another. She would be crying with her friends over that stupid boy and celebrating life in every way. But she's not, not any more. She's lying in a morgue, a cold lifeless body who could have been and done so much. All because taking something illegal was fun, because it made her feel good.
Man, :censored::censored::censored::censored: this, I'm going to bed.