Someone else mentioned having their first code recently. I had mine a few weeks ago. Well, I guess technically my second, but my first MEDICAL code, rather than trauma from a major MVA. My first medical code turned out to be someone I know and considered a friend. I can still see his face as he was lying there, blue and looking surprised, with the eyes wide open. And his wife's face, with the tears and the fear... And hear his grown daughter's voice in my ear, "Daddy! NO! Daddy, wake up! GET UP!!"
I've been told everyone remembers their first code. Some people seem to have to think about it for it to come back up. So I'm curious, how long until those unbidden "ghost" images faded for you, to the point they only come back if you actually think about it?
I can tell you this - that experience has made me want to buckle down even harder in my EMT class (I currently "just drive"). And it also drove home, in my mind, how annoying it must be for friends and family to see these eager, excited "kids" showing up like they're there to play with a shiny new toy they found under the Christmas tree... But then again, I might have been the only friend of the guy there with a level enough head at the time to notice. *sigh*
I've been told everyone remembers their first code. Some people seem to have to think about it for it to come back up. So I'm curious, how long until those unbidden "ghost" images faded for you, to the point they only come back if you actually think about it?
I can tell you this - that experience has made me want to buckle down even harder in my EMT class (I currently "just drive"). And it also drove home, in my mind, how annoying it must be for friends and family to see these eager, excited "kids" showing up like they're there to play with a shiny new toy they found under the Christmas tree... But then again, I might have been the only friend of the guy there with a level enough head at the time to notice. *sigh*