Cclearly3
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So I just started paramedic school last week, and I already feel close to emotionally drained. I was so stoked to finally start medic school and now it feels as if the information is just not sticking. I came to class today ready to learn and the next minute I just felt depressed (could've been the topic my instructor was talking about) My friends don't seem to understand the demands of school and work and are always wanting to hang out.
I understand that it's ok to go out every once in a while, but for just one day I would like to not feel needed. I'm the one driving us around and everyone is always needing ME for something and with my sister going away to college next week things are really not getting any easier. I'm not getting any hours at work and I don't want my personal life affecting how I treat my patients. When I'm not working I'm spending every waking moment studying.
Is this how it's supposed to feel in the beginning?
I understand that it's ok to go out every once in a while, but for just one day I would like to not feel needed. I'm the one driving us around and everyone is always needing ME for something and with my sister going away to college next week things are really not getting any easier. I'm not getting any hours at work and I don't want my personal life affecting how I treat my patients. When I'm not working I'm spending every waking moment studying.
Is this how it's supposed to feel in the beginning?