LOL CaptinPanic, I have 1 & a half of them left, 2 boxes of 50 & 100 Duragesic patches and 15-20 Dilaudid lol...and I haven't touched them.
I love gummy bears...but right now I can't eat, I've managed a piece of pizza for the last 3 days, but I have no appetite at all. It is getting easier every day, I only had a sort of hallucination once and I think I may even be able to go to the New Years party we were invited to.
I have gained some weight and that kills me because I'm a stickler about looking good for Jason, but once I'm back in action it should come right off. (it did after my 2 pregnancies)
40's I'll try the pool, with the chills and hots I just can't be in water right now, but I will. It's torture to even take a shower. The new doc who fixed my leg is going to send me to an underwater rehab center.. he says all his pt's love it and have had the most success with it.
But I'm beginning to have moments of clarity, like when I post here. I even did the dishes today and some laundry, I think the worst is over but it still isn't easy. Thanks for listening guys, I don't mean to babble your ears (eyes) off but it's easy to vent here, and when my husband isn't home...ya'll get to deal with me