Don't feel bad, and don't cry. It's part of the job. People WILL die on you. But at least you tried to help. Good job.
I also work in a hospital and when we are working codes sometimes the RNs raise the bed up to start more iv's or the docs or respitory to intubate. I'm not a short guy but with the bed high I find it hard to get leverage to do proper compressions so I will hop up on the mattress and kneel beside the pt. I even had a doc tell me to do it once while watching the monitor.
So in the future don't be afraid to get right up there if that's what it takes for you to do it.
I also work in a hospital and when we are working codes sometimes the RNs raise the bed up to start more iv's or the docs or respitory to intubate. I'm not a short guy but with the bed high I find it hard to get leverage to do proper compressions so I will hop up on the mattress and kneel beside the pt. I even had a doc tell me to do it once while watching the monitor.
So in the future don't be afraid to get right up there if that's what it takes for you to do it.