Whats up everybody,
Some background I’ve been an EMT-B for a little over 2 years. Most of it being with a busy 911 service.
I recently got a promotion at my small private EMS company to the FTO position. (Primarily IFT with backup 911) Being only 24 with 2 years of experience I was shocked I got it but extremely happy about it.
The only thing is I’ve noticed lately my anxiety has been through the roof in terms of either not knowing something or being unsure of it. I have gotten good remarks about me training new EMTs both from them and the supervisors. It’s just in those instances when something is unsure or I don’t know the answer my anxiety goes through the roof like I shouldn’t be an FTO.
I really want to talk to somebody about this but not somebody I work with. I don’t really want to talk to a therapist either as I want to become a FF eventually and don’t want to ruin my chances if they find that out.
I have never been chewed out here even before becoming an FTO but I’m kind of beating myself up over something that I feel I should know. Its nothing like basic EMT knowledge wise like CPR or vitals etc. More so how this company’s tools work, protocols etc. Idk maybe I just see FTO’s as perfect EMTs in my eyes but just looking for some advice on how you overcame any anxiety or new FTO position if you are one.
Thanks and sorry for the long post lol…
Some background I’ve been an EMT-B for a little over 2 years. Most of it being with a busy 911 service.
I recently got a promotion at my small private EMS company to the FTO position. (Primarily IFT with backup 911) Being only 24 with 2 years of experience I was shocked I got it but extremely happy about it.
The only thing is I’ve noticed lately my anxiety has been through the roof in terms of either not knowing something or being unsure of it. I have gotten good remarks about me training new EMTs both from them and the supervisors. It’s just in those instances when something is unsure or I don’t know the answer my anxiety goes through the roof like I shouldn’t be an FTO.
I really want to talk to somebody about this but not somebody I work with. I don’t really want to talk to a therapist either as I want to become a FF eventually and don’t want to ruin my chances if they find that out.
I have never been chewed out here even before becoming an FTO but I’m kind of beating myself up over something that I feel I should know. Its nothing like basic EMT knowledge wise like CPR or vitals etc. More so how this company’s tools work, protocols etc. Idk maybe I just see FTO’s as perfect EMTs in my eyes but just looking for some advice on how you overcame any anxiety or new FTO position if you are one.
Thanks and sorry for the long post lol…