Hi all. I'm a 24 year old EMT with a serious problem: I can't control my drinking.
From age 16, I've been abnormal with alcohol. I drank into blackouts regularly. I worked as an EMT for a few months, and though never drunk on the job, my drinking caused me to quit the job.
Here's the thing: It was the best job I've ever had. I wasn't particularly good at it, but I worked hard, did my best, and enjoyed it immensely. The bottle cut it short like it cuts everything short.
3 months ago I was driving intoxicated when I hit a pedestrian and was arrested on suspicion of reckless driving and DUI. Thank the lord the individual that I hit wasn't hurt. Anyway, at that moment I threw my hands up and surrendered. I couldn't do it anymore. I was so sick. I called my mom from jail and told her "You were right. I'll go to rehab." I was booked and released, went to rehab a few days later, then did some jail time. I've been sober ever since. I work a program of recovery through Alcoholics Anonymous and my sobriety is my top priority.
Anyway, this all leads me to my question. Is my EMS career over forever? Right now I'm working at alternative career paths. After a failure in learning machining, I'm looking at such career paths as accounting, finance, welding, etc. But I know that one day, sometime down the road, I'll want to make a return to EMS. Maybe 5, 10, even 15 years from now. The question is, is it even possible?
Thank you for reading.
From age 16, I've been abnormal with alcohol. I drank into blackouts regularly. I worked as an EMT for a few months, and though never drunk on the job, my drinking caused me to quit the job.
Here's the thing: It was the best job I've ever had. I wasn't particularly good at it, but I worked hard, did my best, and enjoyed it immensely. The bottle cut it short like it cuts everything short.
3 months ago I was driving intoxicated when I hit a pedestrian and was arrested on suspicion of reckless driving and DUI. Thank the lord the individual that I hit wasn't hurt. Anyway, at that moment I threw my hands up and surrendered. I couldn't do it anymore. I was so sick. I called my mom from jail and told her "You were right. I'll go to rehab." I was booked and released, went to rehab a few days later, then did some jail time. I've been sober ever since. I work a program of recovery through Alcoholics Anonymous and my sobriety is my top priority.
Anyway, this all leads me to my question. Is my EMS career over forever? Right now I'm working at alternative career paths. After a failure in learning machining, I'm looking at such career paths as accounting, finance, welding, etc. But I know that one day, sometime down the road, I'll want to make a return to EMS. Maybe 5, 10, even 15 years from now. The question is, is it even possible?
Thank you for reading.