italianlifter
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Okay everyone I should first start off by saying I am a firefighter currently enrolled in EMT/AEMT school. I have about 7 months left in school and I been on the job as a firefighter for about a year now. When I first started the job I enjoyed running the calls and loved helping patients in the EMS side. When school started I just started to grow to like it more due to the reason of me being pretty good at the field. Well heres my dilemma, just recently we got dispatched to a call for a cardiac arrest. When we arrived on scene me and the crew started CPR. I was in control of bagging the patient while helping my crew load the patient onto the long backboard as well. When we went to lift the patient onto the backboard and bring him to the stretcher, I was still bagging him. When we squeezed through the doorway his hand swept off the backboard and hit my forearm while I was still bagging him. I had blood on my forearm and it was at that moment that I had my first blood exposure and I never knew how I would be able to handle it other then thinking I would be fine. Well at first I just took sanitation wipes and wiped it off until I arrived at the hospital to pick up my partner and washed my hands there. Till this day (its been 2 weeks) I don't know the guys medical history other then he had cancer & COPD. I had no cuts on my forearm but it was still making me worried and till this day I am still worried cause of my biggest fear of HIV & Hepatitis. Yesterday I went to the doctor for my TB, Hep A & B vaccines but Still terribly worried and nervous about HIV and Hep C. For the past 4 days I been thinking to myself if this is the right field for me and if I can handle this kind of stuff for 15+ years. I don't think I can but I can't just leave a career at 22 years old. I just honestly do not know what to do or where to go cause I know this is going to be an on going dilemma with me worrying non stop. I might be an over worrier or hypochondriac cause the past 3 days I been really worrying and causing myself to have "fake" symptoms. Any advice? Thanks everyone