Congratulations Eric. Tough test I've heard though never got NR myself.
With that I'd like to open up a little discussion on your qoute. Let me preface this by saying, nothing against you or what you have accomplished. This is purely for discussion sake, because of how I looked at my own career.
"Yay!!!!! I'm A Paramedic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woo Hoooooooo"
My question is... when are you/we/anybody a paramedic? Certainly the NR pegs you as one. Obviously the powers that be do as you get assigned to a rig. But, when are we truely medics?
I remember the same feelings as Eric 25 years ago as I was handed my white shirt and was told "Congratulations, you made it." This after 13 months of class, clinical time and evaluations by the "older guys". My first day I offered to take the first call from my partner who for 13 months had been breathing down my neck and questioning every move I made. It was a respiratory call, which I hate. I felt nervous but this guy did the worlds best thing, he turned his back on me and walked away to let me do it myself. No pressure. Well, there was still pressure, but not the artificial kind brought on by having your work critiqued all the time. He obviously felt I was a medic.
In those days I mostly worked alone anyway ( I mean without another medic) , at least for the first 7 years and about 4000 to 5000 patients. I spent many a day questioning myself more than he had ever done. Was I any good? Should I have been certified? Do I know what the hell I'm doing? One day after about a year, in a hurry to leave the ER for lunch, I whipped out a chest painer report like I had done them forever. As I flaired my signature across the bottom I stopped and thought to myself, "hey, that call was easy." I didn't even think about it. It just got done.
Of course this wasn't the first call that went easy just the first one that dawned on me. At five years I was talking to a buddy who had graduated at the same time as me. I felt he was way better than me and was shocked to find out that we both , at this time, felt that we were just really feeling like we knew what we were doing. What do you know, it wasn't just me. At ten years we both said to each other, " you know I finally think I've really made it. "
There's plenty of guys smarter than me. Many that raced through the class faster. Lots that can spout the protocals blindfolded. But since I am second senior medic and have seen all the guys below me work their way up, I can say that certifying and running those first few years of calls sometimes made me laugh and wonder" did I look that lost when I started?" I'm pretty sure the answer was YES!
My point is that getting a certificate from an agency saying your a paramedic , while a huge accomplishment and an incredibly proud moment ( I remember) , does not a paramedic make. To me, all it says is, here's a guy we don't think will screw up too bad. Let him work toward being a paramedic. We think he's going to make it.
Anyway, thats my story and I'm sticking to it. And again, no disrespect to Eric, just for discussion.
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trying to figure out should I retire before or after I actually start pushing those a$$#0l*s off the road who don't pull over.