I've been a volunteer going on 5 years now. I took a three month break from it and recently went back. I've seemed to of lost the love for running calls, simply don't get that adrenaline rush any more. I run with some great people on my shift, we normally have a good time shooting pool or jus sitting around talking. When it comes time to climb on the truck to respond to a call I could careless if I was on the truck.