So it's been awhile since I've had this topic on my mind. I completed EMT training and got state certified last year. The next step was supposed to be fire academy but I guess brain hit overdrive and I let my fear get the best of me. I love the subject matter and the application and everything, but being out in the field left me nervous and as much as I really wanted to jump into fire I was really kind of scared of it all. Since then I've gotten a different job, but this just continues to linger. Does this happen to anyone else? Am I crazy for still wanting to jump back in even though it seems I'm so scared of it all? Thanks for any input.