TheAfterAffect
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It's weird how this job changes you.
Literally 5 minutes ago, I found out from my father that my Grandfather had passed away last night. What really irked me, Was that I don't have that same emotional push on me that I did a few years ago when my Grandmother had passed away.
I'm partially attributing this to my job as an EMT and working with death on a, I don't want to say day by day and seem morbid, but a regular basis. I'm not trying to :censored::censored::censored::censored::censored::censored::censored:ize the job, or anything of that sorts. I just merely thought how miraculous this job was that it can change your human emotion, for even your own family, that much.
I'd prefer to not get the "Sorry for your loss" replies, But rather a nice little discussion on whether I'm the only one who seems to see it this way or not.
Literally 5 minutes ago, I found out from my father that my Grandfather had passed away last night. What really irked me, Was that I don't have that same emotional push on me that I did a few years ago when my Grandmother had passed away.
I'm partially attributing this to my job as an EMT and working with death on a, I don't want to say day by day and seem morbid, but a regular basis. I'm not trying to :censored::censored::censored::censored::censored::censored::censored:ize the job, or anything of that sorts. I just merely thought how miraculous this job was that it can change your human emotion, for even your own family, that much.
I'd prefer to not get the "Sorry for your loss" replies, But rather a nice little discussion on whether I'm the only one who seems to see it this way or not.