Recent content by EMT20002

No. He doesn't even know about this forum. There's no way he'll ever see this unless I specifically show it to him myself. He doesn't even have his computer with him wherever he is. Both his desktop and laptop are here. I have been an EMT since I was 17 and have been a member of this forum...

I was actually wondering the same thing. I do want it to stay public.

I think you're right. I'm not texting him anymore. I can't take this anymore. It has been going on for over a week now. :sad:

He just texted me after not contacting me since last night and said he's coming by tomorrow to get his computer and some other stuff. I told him that we need to talk and he said no. I think he's been drinking. :( I then said "Okay, then that's your choice. I'm not going to force you, but...

This is so hard. I hate going to bed alone and waking up alone. We would always hug each other as we were going to sleep for 12 years. He and I have always been so, so close and know everything about each other. Everything. I could always be me around him and he could always be him around...

I really do so badly. He is not being the man that I know and love. He has always been nothing but good to me all these years. I don't know what changed. I still love him so, so much and I feel literally sick to my stomach over this whole thing. I have never been apart from him in 12 years...

Thank you SO much for this laugh! I SO needed it!!!! :rofl:

I really need some advice on how to handle this situation. While what he has been doing to me for the past week is 500% wrong, selfish, and cruel, I just can't snap my fingers and turn off the nearly 12 years of love I have had for him. I have never even thought about being with anyone else...

Oh believe me, I've been trying to talk to him calmly and maturely and he's just horrible at communication. The thought of him with another woman is literally killing me, like a spear through my heart and lungs.

He was REALLY, REALLY mean to me tonight when I confronted him about the hotel reservation for two and when I asked him if there was someone else, AND he he completely flipped out when he found out that I took the rest of my paycheck out of our joint bank account and opened my own that he does...

Okay, quick question. He is 41 years old. Could he be going through a midlife crisis right now? I'm only 30, so I have no clue what the signs of a midlife crisis are and I'm desperately trying to figure this all out in my head. He has NEVER done anything like this before. I even have an...

I just don't understand how he can throw away almost 12 years of my unconditional love. I have ALWAYS been with him through everything. I have always wanted him to be happy and did everything I could to make him happy. In almost 12 years, I have never once even thought about being with...

Worst day ever. I was checking our bank account online this afternoon and saw a charge for a hotel in Boston. I called the hotel and my fiance booked a room for the weekend for 2 adults. I have NO idea who he taking with him, although I have a guess. I think he's cheating on me. I...

Oh, I could never part from our dogs. They mean the world to me and are helping me stay at least someone sane. They are my kids. :(

We don't have any kids....just pets...and our 3 dogs miss him SO much, especially our 2-year-old golden retriever who always sleeps curled up right next to him every single night. I KNOW that he also loves those dogs to death and he just has to miss them. I know that I should be mad as hell...