I was just wondering. This is my 14th year in Ems and still have not reached my goal as a medic were i feel my heart and passion is. Been to school twice and they are trying to talk me into going a third time. Since this test is so smart does anybody think that i am crazy that it my name comes across and and its like nope this one is going to fail. And am i stupid for trying so much and considering a third time?