MrPookie
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Well, I dropped my EMT-B course. It is very upsetting for me because I finally felt like I had found a subject that I wanted to make a career out of. The problem with me is that I have lots of self-doubt. I tide for the highest grade in my class on our first exam, and was extremely prepared to take my first practical (which was to occur on the day I dropped the course). I completely psyched myself out, which I have a bad habit of doing. I convinced myself that I would not be able to handle the practicals throughout the course, even though, thinking about it now, I'm sure I would do better than fine. It seems to me that lately, whenever I am faced with a large challenge with an unsure outcome, that I run away from the problem. Anyways, I'm not very sure why I posted this on here other then for therapeutic purposes. Perhaps I will re-enroll in January...:sad: