NJ and PA EMT
So last night I messed up on a call and it caused a fellow EMT to get seriously injured and there might be a lawsuit from the family of the PT (no one died or had to be taken back to the hospital). I had to write up an incident report and I’m really doing my best not to spiral into a deep depression. I’m doubting my abilities as a provider, as a partner, and even if this is the right field for me. This could cost me my job and if I can’t even do basic transport without messing up, then I’ve got no chance of getting into 911, let alone thinking I can do nursing. I’m just really overwhelmed and not sure what to do. I have a bad habit of being overly critical of myself and I feel like that the entire situation is completely because of me.